Will I ever know?

I can see it, hear it..but can't touch it..It smiles at me, everytime..a smile that acknowledges my presence..a smile that loves me? I'm not sure..It takes me to peace..it takes me to where my heart is..it inspires me to dream..but when I fall, it doesn't lend me a hand..I look at it in surprise..I look at it in anticipation..I look at it in hope..that someday it will show me what lies beneath..what is it that persuades it to help..is it selfish? I don't think so.. Does it hate? I don't know..Will I ever know? I am not sure..

All I am sure about is that it will stay, because it has to.